Stress...

So, yesterday I was shaking I was so stressed out with; life.

Spanish class wasn't that bad, but then when I got to Mandy's it started up all over again, and I ended up going into bed at 9:30, calling my mom crying, and then laying in bed until 11. When Mandy came to bed, 30 mins later I ended up going into the living room and laying on the couch until well after 1:00, wide awake. It was like I was exhausted on all levels except I could NOT fall asleep. It was so frustrating...

I ended up skipping class this morning to sleep because I wouldn't have been functional at school like that at all...

So, here is a little break-down on what's going on:

• I am waiting to hear from NAIT whether I have a job with them or not
• I haven't started looking for another job, because there won't be a another job that will be flexible nor pay as well, and in order to move out, I can't/won't work every night of the week to be able to just afford it.
• I have a costume party on Friday that I don't have a costume for...
• I don't have time to think about a costume or really get one either?
  
• My phone is a piece and is not working properly and I REALLY need a new one. UGH
  
• I have a mid term not only on Monday but on Tuesday AND I have Spanish Monday night, so I won't be able to study on Monday for the Tuesday exam...
• Mandy tells me last night there is someone else that wants to look at the apartment and is here until Friday. And wants to come by and look at the place before she leaves town, and that Wendy and Dean need money coming in for the apartment.

So in my head I just presumed that I would know and move in by November 1st.... but really, I can't make Mandy wait, when I don't know a 100%. But I am practically living here right now, sort of, minus showering, eating, my stuff etc....so if someone else moves in here I am screwed.

Anyways, stress stress stress. And all of you close to me, know just how well I deal with tons of stress...

Anyways, for all my 2 commenters, and other people who don't comment so I have no idea you read this, I am stressed. I wish I could just say I can't wait until Tuesday when this is all over, but then there is still the issue about job and moving and if this girl comes tonight or something to the apartment and wants it, I'm f'ed.

UGH.

Your overly-emotional blogger,
xo