Sometimes I think I am just not cut out for school!
I can NOT deal with stress. I get all shaky and crying and freaking out. Its not pretty. It's definitely better when I'm alone aka Mandy isn't home, and I can have my crazy break down moments alone.
Sigh, I cannot wait for this semester to be over. I am running off of 3 hours of sleep, merely because I couldn't sleep. I laid in bed forever tossing and turning, fully knowing that I had SO much to get done today.
It doesn't help that I completely do NOT understand my music theory (fingers crossed she lets me have an extension. I may end up busting into tears in front of her which would be completely humiliating), and I need to FINISH the book that I have an essay to write about due TOMORROW. Yes TOMORROW. See what I mean about said "I am just not cut out for school" comment.
Sigh.
This picture was taken a while ago but almost fully shows the mood that I'm in:
Not happy you guys, not happy at all.
I hope your Thursday is going better than mine!!!
xoxoxo
Grumpy meeee
2 comments:
I want to give you a hug and "hug your stress, tears, frustrations" away.
Just take one day at a time.
That's the only advice I can give you as that is what I am trying to do.
Please know I love you so much and am praying for you.
I can't give you any tips, because basically you just summed up my entire higher education experience.
Except the crying in front of teachers thing. I don't cry. I scream. It works.
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