Thursday, April 8, 2010

Hey YOU, you're pretty great...

I saw this, and was like hmmmm. It's not THAT profound of a thought, but it hit home. I definitely need constant reassurance from other's/the opposite sex to feel 'loved' or 'worthy' of some sort? Its pretty weird. I remember like maybe a year or two ago Mandy saying "You are only happy when a guy is into you". I was like pfffffffffftt jerkface. What a mean thing to say because OBVIOUSLY I am happy without a man, I went how many years without one? But, I can see what she was talking about now. I think girls are like that in general though? Especially in the beginning stages, everyone is giddy and excited and only wants to talk about the significant other 24/7.

Despite that fact, I have been feeling really good about myself lately. Its crazy because I have a few major decisions to make here soon, and everything is up in the air, but that is what life is right? I will not lie; I'd be SO bored if everything worked out, and went smoothly. It's part of the fun of life. Your mistakes, the unknown... your future. I am really looking forward to what this year brings me.

P.S: Just in case ANYONE forgot, my birthday is ONE MONTH today! I know I know, how could anyone forget right? :)

I love you all sweetpeas,

xoxo
Miss Ruth Stewart

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