Blogging Failure

I'm so sorry darling friends and family for not keeping you up to date on my oh so happening camp life!

I feel like I have so much to write and yet nothing to say at all. It's a weird sensation! And not to mention being on my computer in general feels like the last thing I want to do at the end of the day...

Where to start without going overboard (I'm so tired, but its SO light outside, as if it's like 7.p.m. GR). It feels like I've been here for years. It's the weirdest thing. There is really nothing to do here. Nothing. I mean it LOL. I honestly think if Sheldon quits and doesn't come back after our first shift, I just may curl up in a ball and sob hysterically!! We aren't getting our full 10 hours a day, so its only 8 hours weekdays and 6 weekends (I don't recall if I've told you this all already, so forgive me if I have, I'm too lazy to check!!) So it SUCKS because I am missing out on my 2 hours of OVERTIME aka TIME AND A HALF for the last two hours of the day, and four hours of it on Saturday and four on Sunday. It's not that I WANT to clean more rooms a day, but I want more money, and I might as well be cleaning instead of sitting around doing nothing. Does that make sense?

I can feel myself already getting sick of the people. You are with them 24/7. You eat, sleep, work, walk beside, bump into, go to the bathroom beside, fold laundry with, walk around the buildings with, and just plan see and hear the EXACT same people day in and out. It's weird. It's not even like having a roommate like Mandy because in that case if I was really sick of her I could just leave. Here, you can't. You'd get eaten by a bear if you tried to escape by food (not recommended at all ;) ).

There has been drama already which keeps things a little spicy, but annoying at the same time. I miss my three boys when things were simpler. How sad that, that was only .... 3 days ago. Now there are more females around, Alpha went back home (hated the 'prison')...and yeah.

I honestly don't mind it if I was working more. And I have Sheldon, he's like my Allie in the whole game. He keeps saying we aren't here to make friends, we are just lucky to have found each other, but it makes life easier if you were to get along with everyone. Because as said in previous paragraph, you cannot escape these people!!!!

Anyways, I'm really hoping to go on a walk tomorrow with Sheldon, and hopefully sit outside and read (I haven't opened a book yet!) and listen to my ipod. I think it was 30 today...I dunno. I don't really go outside... but I think I want to. It will soon start to get depressing if I stay in here.

P.S: There are these creepy black spiders here! I heard they bite. I saw two on the wall today and I was soooo petrified, I just kept staring at the floor when I walked by! I thought of you Erin Hannah, and the North Lobby. Hee hee...

I hope this wasn't really negative, it honestly isn't THAT bad... but it sure ain't great :) Oh, paycheck, please make my life easier in the long run. Thank you!

xoxox
Ruth the housekeeper