Yesterday I had a twist in my evening and went on what I call a 'road trip' and what Andrea would consider an everyday drive, to Camrose. I insisted we get 'muchies' and a cosmo magazine for the adventure. It went by fast, and I got a sweet little tour of the mini-city by Andrea's boyfriend Joel. It was nice (I got to bed too late I think, I defiantly slept in AGAIN.....sigh).
Anyways, on the way back we had a really good deep talk, and I was sharing how it's crazy how people really do bring in baggage into relationships, from past ones. I was thinking about what I've brought into relationships, and I realized this last one I brought in the "I must be made public". I dunno, there is something extremely important to me in wanting people to know who you care for and are with. Too many times its been a secret or hidden, and for me it hasn't been healthy, it's just caused a lot of undesired stress and heartache.
I was thinking about what I would be bringing into my next relationship from this past one, and it's just not good. It's quite sad really. I'm a pretty confident person, but I have this gut feeling I am going to be bringing in a lot of new insecurities.
So here is learning to love myself again, and all my quirks and flaws. Here is to learning to accept the things others don't like. Here is to being the confident person I know I am. Here is to NOT bringing in the baggage that seems doomed to follow into new relationships. Here is to ME!
Crazy Me,
xoxo
Enjoy:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w7kc_ST6Pkk&feature=related
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